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HEY EVERYONE I FINALLY GOT A CELLPHONE YAY.

Here's the number: 301-524-7440

Gimme a call! I'd love to hear from you!

Feeling...:
busy busy
*~Listenin To~*:
Paul Oakenfold-Starry Eyed Surprise
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   If I seem depressed for a few days...don't ask.

Please.

Feeling...:
crushed crushed
*~Listenin To~*:
Nobody's Home
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  Hello.

Life Sucks.

Feeling...:
apathetic apathetic
*~Listenin To~*:
My Happy Ending
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         Wow, out of all the classes i have during the day, i must say..English is the worst of all. 

I'm really sad about James. His grandfather is dying of smoking since he was 14 years old. I SWEAR TO GOD IF ANY OF YOU SMOKE I'LL NEVER TALK TO YOU GUYS AGAIN. My grandfather also died of smoking and my grandmother's lungs and heart gave out because of my grandfather (second hand smoking). He is so close to his grandfather and it hurt me so much to see him in pain like that. I've never seen him cry so much. I've heard him cry alot before on the phone but never that much in person. It hurt me alot and made me cry also. All i can say is i hope everyone prays for him (christians and atheists or whatever the hell you are). 

James grandfather had so much more to give. I'm just glad i got to meet him while i could.

Feeling...:
worried worried
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Signs/Symptoms of Developing an Eating Disorder
 
-Strict diet and continues to diet even when thin
-is thin, but keeps getting thinner
-distorted body image-feels fat even when thin or underweight (i am underweight. i checked my BMI)
-always preoccupied with food,calories,nutrition and exercising
-exercises obsessively
-constantly talks,thinks, and reads about nutrition and always reviews nutrition panels.
-refuses to eat anything with fat in it or eats very little fat per day (5 g or less)
-complains about feeling bloated or nauseated even when they eat normal or less than normal
-weighs self more than 3 times a day
-hair falling out of thinning
-always feels cold even if the temperature is normal or even very warm.
 
If you feel that you or someone you know may have 3 or more of these symptoms seek professional consueling or some type of help as quickly as possible. If untreated, symptoms could worsen and can develop into a destructable lifestyle and may eventually lead to death.

I'm scared.
Feeling...:
scared scared
*~Listenin To~*:
Lasgo-Alone
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   Aerosmith concert was canceled...Steven Tyler got sick and is having heart trouble. He may be canceling the rest of his tour. I'm so upset! I wanted to see them in concert before they all die..and if tyler dies..then AEROSMITH WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME. (same if joe perry died) I hope he gets better.

Pray! Pray! Pray!

Feeling...:
sad sad
*~Listenin To~*:
Stone Temple Piolits-Revolution
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     Wow, the dance sucked. Not as much as homecoming did i guess..i really don't know. I had more fun but the DJ..played no slow songs and get this...

HE DIDN'T HAVE AEROSMITH. WHAT KIND OF DJ DOES NOT HAVE AEROSMITH WHAT A FUCKING LOSER.

That reminds me!!! AEROSMITH CONCERT TOMORROW YAAAAY.

Too bad i can't take any pictures...they won't let me. "no camera allowed" thats gay.

If anyone wants anything...i'll purchase it for you if you give me the money at my house between around...12:30 to 2:30. I'll be at church in the morning and were leaving at 3:00. Let me know by calling me! 301-698-0694.

Feeling...:
full full
*~Listenin To~*:
Foo Fighters-DOA
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   Big newsssss, and i swear to god if you diss me on this i'm not going to think of you as a true friend at all.

I've turned...

Vegetarian :-D   and no not one of those wanna-be vegetarians either. I never really ate meat anyways and if you really think about it (like hannah did) you'll notice i never really did. I never favored the meat part of me meal. I always went straight for mashed potatoes or the peas and stuff.

And If you don't like it, fine. But you guys are going to have to respect my choices and opinion. I'm tired of being walked on by people even if it is my friends.

Sorry if any of that sounded cold but there was no other way to put it.

Feeling...:
tired tired
*~Listenin To~*:
Coldplay-The Scientist
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  Well, i'm assuming everyone's heard of me being ditched and basically walking all over town for 2 hours?

heh well anyways, really happy. I shot my best score at archery tonight. 245 out of 300 and 6 X's.

yaaaay. Anyways, bored. Please somebody leave me some love.

I command you guys to go to the dance...OR ELSE. Because if they do not seel enough tickets, WE DON'T GET A DANCE. So please come. I'd really appreciate it.

Nighty Night <3

Feeling...:
thoughtful thoughtful
*~Listenin To~*:
Prodigy-Spitfire (2005 Version)
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&nbsp; JOHNNY CASH IS A REAL BASTARD.
Feeling...:
blah blah
*~Listenin To~*:
Aerosmith-Beyond Beautiful (live)
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